my gdness...how long since i have blogged here man???
im so sorry if i have neglected this blog which i have started.
i hope you all will still continue to visit and post about ur lives and anything at all and may we use this tool to gain deeper insight into each other's lives.
no need to be all so long and spiritual kind like sarah's.
just be yourself la (cliche).
anyway, this is my LAST WEEK OF WORK!
the week is passing very slowly tho...
but my main purpose is to talk about the upcoming encounter.
yes my first time as guide, usually im there as extra to help pray etc.
but guide is different leh. its like facilitator.
altho the encounter experience itself is God's part,
but the learning part for the participants is really my responsibility!
and thats a HUGE ONE indeed.
im preparing myself in the midst of all my busyness...
ive just been stormed by a whole lot of schedules..
like i JUST found out im playing for a whole gush of events which are coming pretty soon!!
so im really very overwhelmed.
please pray for me, that i will even treat all these events and service as a joy unto God. because i feel He puts us through things for a purpose.
altho its hard to think that way because i will always start kaobeing first and cursing everyone who has brought this schedule down upon me,
but im learning to commit everything to God.
when we give our lives to Him, He will take it seriously.
thats the reality of truly giving your life to God for me.
that this entire month, its just an influx of meetings, rehearsals, serving etc
thats the reality man.
next time you say "God i give my life to You"
think twice about what it really means.
because God WILL take you seriously one.
i suddenly find myself being forced to grow up.
like all of a sudden i have to teach pre-encounter?
isnt that like something for pastors to do???
preparing bible studies? leading worship??
thats something i would nv have thought of doing myself EVAR.
its really have to kao on God's strength already.
because all these on my own.
i can NEVER do.
and this path He is leading me on, is really one of faith and not sight.
i cannot prepare anything or control anything by my own strength.
im really just blindfolded and just walking while being led on.
something like structured experience haha.
to those going for encounter:
pray for yourself, prepare your hearts.
the best i can do is to help you learn things from your encounter with God.
whether you encounter Him, HOW you encounter Him.
is not just up to God, but up to YOU as well.
how much do you want to be changed?
how much of your heart are you willing to give Him access to?
how hungry are you to meet Him?
thats your own path to take and your choice to make. (hey it rhymes man!)
alright man.
today has been a miserable day.
God give me strength
posted by absolut perfection.:.ひ と き り @ 11:51 AM
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