that was a random piece of thing so yea. regarding today's (or rather ytd's) service and cell. it's been a long time since i posted so ya. it's abt me guarding my tongue, lk what i shared with sarah and janelle. i always think so highly of myself that i always neglect other ppl's feelings. the words that are speak hurt them so badly becos i let my emotions take over and i just blabber words out of frustration. matthew 7:3 says "why do you look at the speck of sawdust in your brother's eye and pay no attention to the plank in your own eye?" sometimes i am just too quick to judge and push the blame upon others, not realising that the problem lies within me. more importantly, it's between my family and i. i have constantly neglected my family becos of church and sch. *every day is canoeing day* my parents have brot up the matter but i dont even bother to rectify the problem. what's with me man. i need to do something about my family, an area which i feel the strongest about. i guess it's transition into JC too. poor time management. life is much more hectic in JC -- play alot and study alot, altho i kno i play much more than i study. my class is filled with muggers and it's kinda killing me. im on a secret mission to abolish them. *go captain monks!*
i shared before that god told me to go to SA, which i did. i really hated it but now im beginning to love it for the ppl there and just the beauty of that place. i can confidently declare that SA has got a place where the nicest skies appear, esp during dawn and dusk. rainbows appear when they are apt to appear, sunsets are beautiful every day, even when it's gonna rain. its just a wonderful place and the sceneries just constantly reminds me of how amazing god is, that he can create such a pleasant place out of such a small piece of land. presently my class cell group is stagnant becos we are too busy. somehow i think that this is a deception that has been cast upon us becos we just cant be bothered and we keep deferring the whole thing. so far we only had one pathetic mtg and we havent even planned for the next one. it's difficult for me to co-lead the cell with 5 other ppl. somehow i feel that i'll eventually form my own cell where it'll be all MY ppl. let's just pray that god will continue to guide us and guard us from the devil. we are victorious, aren't we??
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